Confidence

I wish I had someone to lie and watch the Meteor Shower with.. Wompp womp. =/


I fell in love with these lines.

Smile

The power of a gun can kill, and the power of fire can burn. The power of wind can chill and the power of the mind can learn. The power of anger can rage inside until it tears u apart. But the power of a smile, especially yours can heal a frozen Heart.





I’m Breaking.
No longer think relations make a better person
Just for life, I’m pursuing.
Growing, but hopelessly romantic still.
-JG

Jambolaya(sp?)

Made this up on the way home.
Put it together.

Here you goes.






The attraction wasn’t a choice I was able to make.
But I was the sucker that got fooled.
I mean I make mistakes, but it’s nothing I regret.
Because it’s true I was fooled.
But I was a fool for you.
And I can’t be ashamed, pride won’t let me maintain.
I wear my heart on my sleeve, I’ll say it again.
It might be mutual, but in the end,
You’re the one comin’ back with a broken heart that I got to mend.
Yet I would treasure the moments we would spend and the times you would look my way.
And that twinkle in your eye would catch mine, and it would always make my day.
Well, I guess a twinkle in her eye, is just a twinkle in her eye.
Misconstrued the love she gave as the blessings in disguise.
And they say God’s favorites always have the toughest times.
I’m sure when it comes to Venusian arts he really doesn’t try.
And you know the saying that boys don’t cry.
So when you see the tears, it’s just the sweat coming out of my eyes.
No more lies, no more hidden agendas.
Just relieve my fear.
And those awkward moments I’ve been dreading will tend to disappear.
I can’t apologize.
I can only say its cliché.
And saying its cliché is in fact cliché as well.
But I guess that’s just me.
I hear the same thing over and over.
I deserve so much.
Now that’s an overrated statement.
With my heart as empty as my head
I’m looking for a certain replacement.
Nothing is as good as it was, and I’m ready for the consequences.
I can’t stand up.
And I can’t fall down.
I guess you can say I’m somewhere in the middle.
I’m sitting in the house of heartbreak.
And love doesn’t live here anymore since the rent is too expensive.

.Forever.

"But I put my car in park, and never let her cry alone. I listen to her heart beat because it plays my favorite song."
Lil Wayneee


Stepped in at about 5:55 AM from Johnrick and Kiara's birthday bash.





.. Ok.

It didn't matter if we spent another hour sitting there, a day, a week, a month, etc.
I honestly would have sat there next to you forever. In that cold, or in that rain. You are truly like no other. And to see you vulnerable just puts me in a spot thinking constantly of how I can make it all better for you.
No matter how many "I'm good's" you would state, it isn't as good as it should be.
And all I can do is blog about it. fuck.
....
...
...

The honesty of my gospel has left me too exposed lol.



"If I was a lesser man, I would cry."
-Johnrick Canque
lol. Thanks "kuya"
For everything.

Dreams

The nightmares are gone.


It's just sweet dreams now.
Super content.



On another low note.

I miss Cali. =/

Come Winter

It's not shallow. It's the total opposite.
It's emotionally magnificent.
- M.S

heh.





It's What I'm Lookin For To Carry Me Through
Yet I Can't Seem To Find A Girl That Possesses It
Only Wants A Friendship which causes Me To Forget The Shit
And When They Talk About They Past And Lovers
And You Get Mad At The Thought Of her Giving Ass To Others
Yet You Find Peace With Yourself, Now at Least There's Some Room To Ride
There's Also Room For Improvement As Soon As June Arrive

- Drizzy

Hardest Thing

"Then I had to do the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Wait."



I wouldn't say today was perfect, because nothing is, but it was DAMN NEAR PERFECTION...



Took a shot of Vodka today. Lol, I chose to drink to waiting, everyone insisted we drank to my mother's new single life.. Disgustingg. yuck. lol.

Frozen.

Couples Retreat was a great movie.


" I wear my heart on my sleeve, that's just me. And people like me for it."



Intvw. tom. eek..

We'll see how everything turns out.



=/

Fair Well.

It's been fun.
Honestly it has.
Self explanatory.

Feather.

So the love of my life has inspired me once again.
Gosh. I need to study.


"Driftin' away like a feather in air. Lettin' the words take me away from the hurt and despair."


It's beautiful.
Innocent and pure.
And I'm mesmerized, passionately allured.
Soft and weightless.
Symbol of greatness.
Not like heartbreak, no, this type of love is painless.
It's that slice of heaven we all get to envision.
If we follow that path, well it's our decision.
Never have I felt that my life was really efficient.
But I'm convinced when our hearts cross paths in a full head collision.
This object has brought me more hope than a dove on Christmas morning.
Where do we go from here?
It's more like holding hands, walking blindly, rather than exploring.
It's as if Saint Gabriel knew the missing part of our love.
Literally a message, personally sent from above.
No words spoken, no love lost.
Just a mindful climax, while we got lost in thought.
Incredible with words, yet I intrigue with action.
Softspoken and humble, I try to watch for your reaction.
This feather has me convinced that we're making progress.
And quite frankly, Progress is Beautiful.
This is a sign made for both me and you to know.
Now I know this isn't my time nor my cue to go.
If we drift, we're drifting together.
And we've always been up in the air, that's why I call you my feather.