Traveller's Guide to the Heart

On that poetry tip for a bit again. lol.
Tried to start this out as a rap, but better as a poem. lol.



How long does it take to get to one's heart?
The answer is simple, how long are you willing to walk?
I could repeat these blocks for as long as needed.
Let me guide your heart into something you can believe in.
You strive for happiness, yet you choose to stay blind.
Steady stay looking, but you have yet to find.
And I'm not saying I'm the one that can tender.
But I am the sure shot as a number 1 contender.
So where's the destination, what is the end?
I was never the type to just settle for less.
I'm left trying to find a balance.
I put a star to her heart on her heart shaped atlas.
Directions to the place that I desire was lost on the map.
But never worry, I know I can find it in my almanac.
It might be, but I guess I choose to digress.
The days that pass by can only feel timeless.
A straight line path is the best option to go around.
I'm caught going in circles and I can't be found.
I'm in way too deep and I can't get out.
These roller coaster feelings just keep going down.
Why am I writing a guide if I don't even know where to direct you?
Maybe I was hoping for you to see that I was something quite special.
This traveller's guide is more of an inside memoire in which you can reminisce.
Those moments we would enjoy when we were together whenever you think of this.
And I don't mean to sound like a hypocrite.
But you're an addiction and you're the death of me, but I can't get rid of it.
So basically the only advice I can give is to take the hand of the one person who's heart you're trying to claim.
And it's not hard, but I guarantee the journey will never be the same.
Try to take a chance.
And don't indulge into regret.
I'm an avid traveller to the heart, though I haven't reached it yet.
For the many previous parts have closed off its path.
So I continue to proceed to my paradise lost.
I can only walk down these blocks again and again.
And when I reach the ultimate end I'll start settling in.

Holler.