Drenched

Damn, late night ballin' is theee bestttt hahaha.

Felt great, and was drenched. Holler.

Hoopefully tomorrah is gonsta beee guuuddd



"I wanna get to know you."
- Joe

It's been a while.

Yea, on the reals doe.

It has been a while.


and in all honesty, it felt great.
hahah.





" They say if you Love it, you should let it out its cage and Fuck it, if it comes back then you know it's here to stay."
- Jay-Z

Above the Clouds

I'm too high up.
You can't bring me downnnn.

Shoot my ego down? LOL





I'm always the one with the last laugh doe.


"Be a star out your gang & aim above the clouds
And if you miss, you at least be amongst your own crowd.. "
- Blu

Lil Biht.

"Tell her get a man that ain't cheatin' on her ass."

-Drizzy lol

Blaw

"Let's rearrange, I wish you were a stranger I could disengage."
- The Fray



Somethings you just shouldn't know.




I hope it works for the best :up:

Around The World

Well. Wrote this yesterday. And I think it's fkin' bomb.

This is hands down the poem I would perform in an open mic!


Inspired by a funny guy.
Dedicated to YOU.



Let’s wake up in Vegas babygirl.
That’s the first stop to our 1 day trip around the whole world.
Where next?
I’m totally vexed, are you?
Endin’ up in a city where we ask Parlez Vous?
Francais?
Let’s hit up Manila, we can kick it where my aunt stay.
This will only take a couple of hours if we about to do this all in one day.
I’ll bring you to each and every wonder.
If I counted right it’s 8.
Yea the last one is when we go to heaven for part of the day.
My little innuendo for makin’ love.
But no time to waste next stop is the real city of love.
Would that be Italy?
No, Spain.. No Portuagal. No Venetia?
Oh wait, these are the languages baby, and I’m willin’ to teach ya.
I’m willin’ to get lost in Cancun or Key West.
We can then head to Thailand to catch the best sunset.
Success.
We’ve hit a lot of major points on the map.
But the world is what we have in store so let’s get strapped.
Hop on this love boat and take a quick nap.
Next place we can head to is India.
And it might sound corny, but yea I’m kind of into ya.
Hah, let’s go to Tibet.
I’ll lay you down girl and put you to beedd..
Ouch another corny line.
But the world has to know that you are mine.
This ain’t even the honeymoon.
It’s an upgraded first hand look of a brochure.
And sure.
When it’s said and done we can go for a second round of tours.
You still trippin my love; at home is where you should leave the drama.
Our love is set in front of us, and the view is in panorama.
And we sippin’ on the Cuervo in the Bahamas.
Okay sweety, let’s check out Tahiti.
I’m getting’ type greedy, because this is the 4th time I’m gon’ whisper those sweet nothins.
No complainin’, no frontin’.
But the world does not contain a finer beauty then you, now I’m buggin.
But anywhy.
Now we lie on the white sandy beaches of Boracay.
Enjoy the breeze baby, no trouble, don’t even ask why.
Time to finish this 6 star trip in a 6 star place like Atlantis in Dubai.
Slowly drink the essence of this amazing fine wine.
While I’m breathtaken because I see everything and more in your sweet eyes.
And we can spend the whole night here; the only thing as beautiful as you is this sunrise.
But c’mon shawty, a little more Don P. could never hurt you.
Best believe I just took you all around the world before your 10 P.M. curfew.
So come with me love, never hold your breath.
Well hold it for a few though, because I’m waitin’ for this next paycheck.

Realization

It's midnight.

I have to pick my father up in an hour.



Times is hard, but it'll work out.
For real though, it's stressful/frustrating.


I guess I'm just being selfish though.
I'll let you rock.
It took this long to realize that you might be better w.o me.

I don't know, but this isn't something you sleep off apparently.
Because I just tried to an hour ago lol.

A Ghetto Love is the Law that We Live By.

So yea. I need a job ASAP. I am picky fuckkkkkkkkkkk.. lol






"Ayo I've never been in love, but everytime I'm burstin' in and out it, it seems its shorty that I'm thinkin' of."
- Mr. Cheeks

Real.

" But I put her car in park and never let her cry alone. I listen to her heart beat because it plays my favorite song.
- Weezy


Holler.
The day was quite swell.

Erm, but for real doe, I wrote this poem sometime ago. And I guess this one can be unleashed.

I digs it.
Hope you all do to.
To my 3 fans who read. and the other 2 who anonomously read ;-D

............

And I look at you, but you give that shrug.
He’s trickin’ you and I’m real with you.
It must be that love type of tug.
I’m the one giving you the real life hugs.
And they’re the ones leaving you with the beep back buzz.
Because I’m here and they’re far, but you really don’t give a fuck.
Because it’s my sweat, my tears, and my blood, but you pick him and stay stuck.
It’s lust.
Better yet it’s infatuation that you swapped for your love bug.
And if you feel that’s real, then why is he giving the time to those other sluts.
He’s a sweet talker and a true to life player, you think you can change his ways.
For him you risk friendships and your family, and you know I was clutch.
Maybe the third times the charm, everyone else know it ain’t, but for you it’s a must.
Maybe that’s the last time he realizes how bad he fucked up.
NOT
Truth be told he gamed you up, yet still you hold your breath, BUT.
You hear his voice, see his face, have those dreams, and to him you’re just another alternative for him to bust his nut.
So now what?
You gonna run back to them AGAIN? Damn dude, I thought you weren’t that easy to get shoved.
You know I’m STILL right, and your giving me the same old sorries, please just SHUT THE HELL UP.
We’ve been through thick and thin, and then our connection goes abrupt.
Drop me in a hot second to give your all to this wanna be thug?
Damn I’m lost, I don’t even know what to do, but I won’t give up.
If I explained the situation to everyone I know, they’d give me that phrase, “Tough Luck”
But you know, YOU KNOW, I’m different. I’ve been through the good times, and outlasted the rough.
I just wish you knew how stupid you are and how deep you let yourself get cut.
And for this lame ass bitch, you let US become corrupt.
They’re immature and childish, just kick it with me and let me give you that back rub.
And you may call him your man, but I’m the one where you keep your real type love.
You ain’t gotta call me your lover, best friend, ride or die, and all that.
Because in the end, I’m gonna be all of the above.


Ehhhhhh.. It's whattevvaassss =D



" No letting go, no holding back."
- Wayne Wonder

Tsk.

You straight up like a fuckin' cat tryin' to get that fuckin' string.
"I know the difference between a bitch and a B. nigga."
-Hov

Stop being so fucking stupid?


Whatever I guess we can't help ourselvs.
We just keep wishing right?


This ain't even out of malice, spite, nor envy.
It's just fucking annoying. And I'm here. Let me know nigga.




" Girl we GROWN! and if he ain't gon' treat you right, then I ain't gon' treat you wrong."
-Weezy

Not so little you and I, anymore.

"Who can take your place?"
-Lifehouse








Fucks, addicted as shit to Poker again.. Nooo...


Buts anywayy, bout to drive henry to QCC, and hopefully get this niggas college life going..

Holler!!

Poker night again tonight!!!!


But ermm I'm broke as a joke heh.



"I got 99 problems, but a bitch ain't one."

-Jigga

Takot.

Fuck. I'm scared.
Alone in this household.

An impromptu poker night was fun..
I'm on fire I won't lie.
That will all change with the big bucks though =[


I'm kind of scared and alone. Come sleep with me =[




"See there's so many ways I can approach you..
I can either start off like, 'Scuse me miss', but shit that's too old school..
And I can flow to you, but that's too cliche..
Plus I don't bust to bust nuts, I bust over beat breaks..


Now, don't get it twisted broke niggas need love too;
and underground rappers like to chill at the club too..
I wanna get buzzed, bet drunk and get crunk..
Get a chick to kick it with when I'm feeling fucked up...


You say you want the real but it's the real I'm saying, so what the deal?"

-Blu
Nigga is the reallll

You know what.

Then you had the nerve to say your hurt, and fix your mouth to blame the Cuervo.
Then in me confide ,you're compromising,
I'm just like; You know what you chose.
I don't wanna say it again, but here it goes, Fuck it! We're just friends,
now where's my clothes?






-Pharell

Repeat.

What's up.
Just got back from the gym with JB.. Holla at mah gym pahtna.




Anyway, History is repeating itself.


I knew it was too good to be true.


Fuckkkkkkkkks it....



"Even when the sky comes falling
Even when the sun don't shine
I got faith in you and I
So put your pretty little hand in mine
Even when we're down to the wire babe
Even when it's do or die
We can do it baby simple and plain
Cuz this love is a sure thing.."
-Miguel

Yes.

Well today was good.

The movie Up was real good haha. So it was cool.

Enjoyed the day at Bryant park with lovely peoples. Holler.


Then hit up queens and chilled with some goons.


Nothing spectac. about todays..

So hopefully we'll see how it plays out from here.



" In the streets people ask about me and you, I tell 'em we go through what most people do."
-Common

What goes around..?

"Cry me a river, build a bridge, and get over it."
- Jay-Z


Well, just got back from Long Island. For napes grandmothers birthday.
Twas fun, and crab fishing was soo fucking fun hahahha.
Feelin' like an older dude, fishin' drinkin' beer.
Caught a mean headache though. Fuck. And I might be getting sick.

But anyway....
Not too ecstatic at all..
Fuckin a.

I guess it's just karma... Since I broke a heart, I'm gonna end up back like..
Fuck it. Fuck you.



"I want you to know, it's a little fucked up, that I'm stuck her waiting, at times debating. Telling you I've had it with you and your games, so I'm here with my heart thinkin', Where'd You Go?"
- Fort Minor, Alt.

Umm...

"I feel for her, I really do..."
- PM Dawn


So that youtube gathering was fun. Funny shit.
Traphik and Kevjumba were basically the highlights.
Took pics, and freed with Timothy DeLaGhetto (I personally think that's the most horrible first name in the English Language. Fuck it, make it history)

Jerked our life away hahahha.
Jerkin' is how we live now lmfao.
Anywayyyssss. So that day was quite cool.

And the night just slowly turned in the the most horrible fail.
But it's cooool right? We make the best out of nothing.

"He love life because he knows that it dies out eventually."
-Anonymous

Smoking Love Gun

And that's why I feel for you,
That's why i'm ready to kill for you,
That's my babygirl lost for you,
Call me,
I'ma come through and let it off for you.

It aint your fault boo,
I'm always here for you to talk to,
Hold your head high when you walk through,
Sometimes the devil's temptation would force you,
One thing about the Lord,
He'd never cross you,
Look at all the bad things that they tried to do to you,
And you're still queen of this earth and you're beautiful,
Everything happens for a reason,
If you ever need me,
Call me,
I'm coming through squeezing.
- Jada


^^ Word is bond.

Vacation

Pops just left to Calliiifornniaaa..

House freee for 2 weeks. Dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnz.

Well, we'll see how everything goes.


As for today it was nice seeing some faces that I miss.

And hope tomorrow goes well.

Holla..
Peaceasy

Angel

Well...

"It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too."
-Lips of an angel by Hinder


So like 2 nights ago, I had the dream, I never expected.
I'm not tryin' to make anything of it, but I feel like it's "bad luck."
It's really weird, but it felt so fucking right, and it felt good...
Dreams are just meant to tease us though word?


Peaceasy world.

The Truth

"I fucked up, I know I fucked up, I admit I fucked up
but everybody fuck up."
-Something That You Forgot - Lil Wayne



Truth, I did fuck up, and I never had the confidence to fix it when I had the chance. I wasn't lazy, and I wasn't wrapped up in fixin' my popularity.
I was lost.
plain & simple...


And I give it to the 2 most important ladies in my life.Even though their the biggest trifling bitches.
They always got the best of me.
I just hope I got the best of them in return.


And I'm here talkin' to my friend about this love shit.
I say just let it rock, and what ever happens happens.
It's all so much easier when you don't give a shit.
But it's hard to surpress it.


And if they don't see how much you are willing to lay on the line then they are just going to settle for less.

Some just don't realize the light until it fades...

Decisions

......


She asked me, " How do you do it?"
Confusion striking my mind.
Wondering if this was a hit in a way that's sublime.
So I asked for clarification.
She said, "How do you tell someone you're inlove with them, without being mistaken for infatution?"
First of all, how would you assume I'm inlove, and second, who is it you desire?
But I responded, "Fuck it, just tell them." As if it was that easy, now I'm just being a liar.
What else could I do, but act hypocritical.
This abstract concept of love seems so difficult.
That's why I pay no miind to it.
I just let shit flow.
Even if I'm the dude you miss though.
I just have to let it rock and hope for the best.
I guess.