Insomnia

This joint was hard. Not that good, but it's so much symbolism. to me at least.

And here we go again.
Will my insomnia find its end?
Day and night, I'm losing sleep.
The treasure once with vibrant life, is now deceased.
I can never sleep, because sleep is the cousin of death.
Every move made is accompanied with the shortness of breath.
Closing my eyes becomes quite useless.
How long can I keep on doing this?
They say a week with no sleep and you have probably hallucinated
Would it be visions of the beautiful girl, or of those who have been mutilated.
I've lied here for a long time already, what's my problem.
My sins have been engraved in my mind, how do I absolve them?
I was once on the top, now I know I'm stuck on the bottom.
I've been awake for many seasons, it's already autumn.
Time to bloom, time to awaken.
But if I've never slept, my dreams were never taken.
If I can't dream, then I can't be with you; now I’ve been forsaken.
Now my faith is shaken, my views have changed.
Slowly turning psychotic, better yet; deranged.
I can’t explain, feeling like a helpless critter.
I’m tired of this season, I’m moving on to winter.
Still no rest, but I remember this season best.
Last Christmas, I Did give you my heart, but you gave it away for some cheap sex?
Please, don’t touch me, you’re shoved to the side, I call next.
I tried to sleep it off, but it’s my bed where you got bent.
I’ll try another time, and sleep the next season.
And you know I’m not violent, but you have given me the best reason.
Goodbye winter love, you get shoved.
I might catch a cold even by thinking of your hug.
Hello Spring, it’s definitely been a while.
You know you had the best assets, with your cute smile.
Your cute lips, your cute stare, your warm touch.
You spoiled me, treated me well, you do too much.
It’s too exciting to even fall asleep.
I’ll sleep next season, where I won’t weep.
You’re amazing, you’re great, you’re damn near perfection.
Whenever you walk into the room, I can’t control this erection.
Pardon my sexual references, keeping back the truth is kind of hard.
Pardon the last line, no pun intended .
Sorry to the classy ladies who got offended.
But I’m just a modern man, and these words are my hustle.
Spring love, need me to cuddle, yes speak up your troubles.
I’m here by your side, all day and night.
What the fuck, you were leading me on?! I guess I’m in the friend zone right?
Goodbye Spring, you were fun while it lasted.
You made me lose sleep, now it’s time to get blasted.
Hello there summer, you are by far the best.
Love at first sight of the sunlights ray panning on my chest.
You are indeed so far, the breast, I mean best.
I want to give you my all, definitely nothing less.
Oh summer, late nights, no responsibilities, it’s impossible to doze.
When will I finally be able to sleep, who knows?
It’s okay, I’ll stay up for this last season, summer’s my main squeeze.
Blow me… away and away with your sweet summers breeze.
I love you. No I love the way you sway the trees.
You always promise me a good time, even when you fall to your knees.
Damn, I sound like I’m making all these sexual innuendos.
Well, of course, that is what I meant yo .
But I want to settle down, summer you flow so free.
We can’t stop now if, it’s going to be all of them, and then me.
It’s not possible, but you were my summer love.
If it makes you feel any better, you were the best of the seasons, I’ll put you above.
Wow it’s fall again, and time for a new year.
I’ve changed, I know what I want, it’s clear.
I’m concentrating on my future, I’m not looking to fall.
I’m not even interested, hell, I’m not looking at all.
I still haven’t slept, what the hell is wrong with me, this fall was a successful summer.
I brought the noise, I brought the rain, I brought the thunder.
Now it’s coming back to this coldest winter.
I still haven’t slept, insomnia is still the winner.
But this winter, I’m facing a dilemma.
There ain’t no way in hell, my situation can get any better.
I wish I could sleep it off.
It’s true what they say, no rest for the weary.
But I know I’ll rest with peace, if you’re sleeping here with me.