Eshy

Heh.


I'm not usually the shy guy type
But when I'm right next to you, I look like the shy guy right?
I have a load of confidence anywhere I come through.
But that shit starts to fade, when I'm right next to you.
I could tell with you, gameplans don't work.
But thinkin' about how to get closer makes me want to put in the work.
But for what it's worth, I don't want to see you hurt.
My whole genuine character for you is true though, word.
Every time I tried to make a move, I started to shake.
C'mon I thought you have game, talk about somethin' for God's sake.
Makin' moves was my forte, but I stumble when I can't find the words to say.
I would talk about my plans for the future and what I want to do, but we'll save that for another day.
You're here right now, and I'm hella confused.
Just speaking with you leaves me hella enthused.
You penetrate my soul, and I can't even describe.
You break down all my walls with your smile, I can't even hide.
I guess I'm a bit nervous and a bit scared from the past.
Maybe you different, maybe you feel the same, I'm too shy to ask.
No doubt no doubt, you definitley a mystery.
Together you and me, I believe we'll make history.
I want to let you know how and what it is to me.
But there will be joy and there will be misery.
Pardon my prescient and foolish prediction.
But I'm a man dammit, I can make my decisions.
But I'm also that damn shy and I can't control.
You make me feel unique, you brightne my soul.
And I'm not tryin' to get sappy, not tryin' to get soft.
But when you're cuddling next to me, my whole confidence is lost.
I jus want to lay with you there in that sweet serene bliss.
Sometimes I think to myself, why can't it always be perfect, just like this.
Let me get back my strength back, you've messed my streak.
But I feel best when I'm even just speaking to you, so I'll stay weak.
And let me assure you, I'm not speaking of another, not another her.
But if it's necessary, I'll let the necessities occur.
Because right now our surpressed feelings seem like a blur.
But my confusion I once had is clear, now I'm sure.
I'm tired of being shy, I need my confidence back.
You make me feel like it's easy for you, is it as easy as that?
It's cute how we say fuck love, and that's how it should be.
But it's only 'cuz you were strayed, and haven't met me.
I go loco with you're sweetness and cuteness, and I love your steez.
I let you rock, I let you roll, I even take a step back and let you breathe.
I still find it hard to approach you, I'm wondering how.
But you move like an angel girl, I can only think to myself WOW.
And it's on my part to be somin' you need, so I take my vow.
This shy guy shit I live with will stop, right now.



Zayyyumnnnnnnnnnn.. haha