Cold.

Fucking freezing today. woke up early for some tackle football at Riverside park!
Went to the park with Johnrick all hyped up and shittt.. hahah..
Was about 14 of us, I didn't think I'd be so fucking cold.
I couldn't feel my hands anymore, and it was so damn hard to breathe.

But after I warmed up and shit, it was on and crackin. I became fucking unstoppable. AHHHHHHHHHH..
Of course my team won, led it to fuckin' victory!

But after that feelin' all sore n shit, we started walking. Then walking up the block we hear two gunshots.
Fuckkin' loud, i Just ducked, scared as fuck... then we just jettttt.. We were fucking goin' crazy, and then lke 5 cop cars start headin to the place where we ran from. hahaha.. damn. I got shot at and survived, I think I'm gonnna become a rapper now. haha
Then went to Soho and met up with James, Napon, and Kyle... Now I'm home, and bored/tired/pissedoffatwork.



Yea it figures.
I know I'm not that nigga.
I love to love you, get your ego bigger.
Creepin' behind your back, i believe I was a sinner
But they say, that the Lord is a forgiver.
The shit you do tends to make my soul shiver.
We both fucked up in the head, so who's sicker?
Let's take it back to day 1 where we was both beginners.
Take it a step at a time, lemme take you to dinner.
I never slack or half ass, you know I deliver.
You hoped for my fiasco, but I ain't no quitter.
I know how sweet your love tastes, but you still so bitter.
Let me stop the sounds of depression.
I'm gonna move to my honest expression.
Lately I've been feelin' like there's much more I'm capable of.
When shorty come through, we still gonna make love?
I remember the fights, remember the talks.
Remember our meals, remember those walks?
I know how it is, and I know where we went.
You were all I wanted, till I found out you got bent.
Now we hiding and creeping, lyin' and stealing.
But if I don't want you like I did, what is the vibe I'm feeling?
Why do I write these ballads, if they turn obsolete.
How can we stay true, if we always creep.
I see passion, I see truth, I see honesty.
Honestly, you took my heart away with straight robbery.
That's how it's got to be as far as I can see.
Shorty's one in a trillion, you just like my lottery.
You deranged and insane, make me think I'm the one fucked up.
But I was always that nigga who had judgement, you're spoiled ass was always stuck up.
But I got nothin' but love, no resentment towards your stee.
Because if you ain't gonna come here, then you was never meant for me.



damn, I don't know how i manage to always make these damn poems about girls again. haha
Next time it's gona be different, fuckin' Promise!