It's amazing you know.. I haven't written in a while, but it's coooo..
Birthday week past, and i made myself feel like a king. hahaha
Wed. Nov. 26th was my officail bday.. nothing special that day, except seeing Kuya from Michigan HOLLA!
He was my teacher hahah..
Thanksgiving was the shiet.. Saw my cousins n whatnot..
But Friday.. OH baby.. BLack Friday..
Bought some tight sweaters, and then my bday shindig..
Thanks to all who came, and shared my emotions haha.
and got a CAR as a surprise from my ermatz.. damn.. i teared.. so what. haha
Saturday was the fam. gang shindig.. but i had to leave early dammit.
but on the brighter note, i'm gonna see passion when he comes to NY apparently.. haha
and sunday.. workday.. so i just got home and legs killin me.
Tom. heading to Hollis to bid farewell to kuya and my little ones..
Damn, more emotions flying.. then back to fucking school..
That's the life, fuck it!
Partyyartyarty this week. HOLLLAAAA
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
And this is for...
Just came back home, and Bought Left 4 Dead.
Went to Napons house because Henry needed me, and damn, you know we gonna pull through bro.
So here's another one
And this is for that one person who's kept us going.
When we was young, she was Mrs. All-knowing.
In times of strife, the one woman that kept us strong.
She can't be wrong, it's the same old song.
Perseverence is what I've rendered.
Her warm love is tender.
Your intelligence is unmatched, so in most times, I do surrender.
You Superwoman + Wonderwoman combined.
That makes you my Darna, yea I don't mind.
Sooner or later we come to find.
Our weaknesses show, how could I have been so blind?
You've been there no matter what, and I can't stand to see you weak.
You pampered me, and clothed me, and made my food to eat.
We have been growing, and our significant age has come.
But even though I'm mature, to you I still run.
If you fall, I fall, it's as simple as can be.
You tell me what I'm supposed to do, and who I can be.
Thinking about it intricately, I only take advantage.
The pain I've caused, ermatz, how can you manage?
Torment and grief is the name of my deceit.
But not once have you thought of giving up to retreat.
I know I haven't been the best, but I promise it's true.
Unconditional love is what I give to you.
You're the number one woman how can I lie.
You're my mother damn it, for you I would die.
I can't see you weak, it cramps my whole vision.
I wish it was me sittin' there, in your position.
You're an angel in disguise, I know this.
And I love you no matter what, to you I owe this.
And this is for you mom.
Went to Napons house because Henry needed me, and damn, you know we gonna pull through bro.
So here's another one
And this is for that one person who's kept us going.
When we was young, she was Mrs. All-knowing.
In times of strife, the one woman that kept us strong.
She can't be wrong, it's the same old song.
Perseverence is what I've rendered.
Her warm love is tender.
Your intelligence is unmatched, so in most times, I do surrender.
You Superwoman + Wonderwoman combined.
That makes you my Darna, yea I don't mind.
Sooner or later we come to find.
Our weaknesses show, how could I have been so blind?
You've been there no matter what, and I can't stand to see you weak.
You pampered me, and clothed me, and made my food to eat.
We have been growing, and our significant age has come.
But even though I'm mature, to you I still run.
If you fall, I fall, it's as simple as can be.
You tell me what I'm supposed to do, and who I can be.
Thinking about it intricately, I only take advantage.
The pain I've caused, ermatz, how can you manage?
Torment and grief is the name of my deceit.
But not once have you thought of giving up to retreat.
I know I haven't been the best, but I promise it's true.
Unconditional love is what I give to you.
You're the number one woman how can I lie.
You're my mother damn it, for you I would die.
I can't see you weak, it cramps my whole vision.
I wish it was me sittin' there, in your position.
You're an angel in disguise, I know this.
And I love you no matter what, to you I owe this.
And this is for you mom.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Inspiration
First blog ever. Didn't think I'd make one at all, but since I'm tryin' this poetry stuff. What better place to write it atttt roightt??
Haha, here it goes I guess.
Inspiration is what I lack, yet at the same time it's what I have.
No commitment, but only to my family is where it's at.
It's hard to try and speak, or to say of what I know.
I have my sense of direction, but still I don't know where to go.
I have a straight path, but many alternatives to take.
I need my inspiration, take my passion for God's sake.
No I need my passion, take my ambition's namesake.
No, I need my ambition, for my future is at stake.
What the hell am I to do, who the hell do I have to see?
I guess for now my inspiration is you, and you are a part of me.
I don't like to base it on you as my matter of principle.
Because I know without you, I can still be invincible.
It's incredible, you have been a part of my life.
When you would question my motives, I would think twice.
I gotta be a man, it's time to take the damn lead.
But if you're convinced with my confidence, does that mean you'll leave.
You have been drifting, I have no control.
Even if I step up, I feel I can't do no more.
You slippin', everybody can tell how you changed.
You're thinking you doing great, but you've gone insane.
You think what you do is making sense to our brain.
But that stature you once had, will never be the same.
You were my inspiration, I gotta live life through my flashbacks.
You don't give me your all anymore, all you do is halfass.
Thanks for the sweet love that was shared in the past.
You're not my inspiration anymore, though you were my first, you can't be my last.
I'm tryin' dammit. haha
Haha, here it goes I guess.
Inspiration is what I lack, yet at the same time it's what I have.
No commitment, but only to my family is where it's at.
It's hard to try and speak, or to say of what I know.
I have my sense of direction, but still I don't know where to go.
I have a straight path, but many alternatives to take.
I need my inspiration, take my passion for God's sake.
No I need my passion, take my ambition's namesake.
No, I need my ambition, for my future is at stake.
What the hell am I to do, who the hell do I have to see?
I guess for now my inspiration is you, and you are a part of me.
I don't like to base it on you as my matter of principle.
Because I know without you, I can still be invincible.
It's incredible, you have been a part of my life.
When you would question my motives, I would think twice.
I gotta be a man, it's time to take the damn lead.
But if you're convinced with my confidence, does that mean you'll leave.
You have been drifting, I have no control.
Even if I step up, I feel I can't do no more.
You slippin', everybody can tell how you changed.
You're thinking you doing great, but you've gone insane.
You think what you do is making sense to our brain.
But that stature you once had, will never be the same.
You were my inspiration, I gotta live life through my flashbacks.
You don't give me your all anymore, all you do is halfass.
Thanks for the sweet love that was shared in the past.
You're not my inspiration anymore, though you were my first, you can't be my last.
I'm tryin' dammit. haha
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