Yes I'm hopeful.

"you know who and who not to take advantage of."


I hope you grow up soon, and realize.

I love you, and wish for the best.

Sign

Maybe it passed.
Maybe it was there for a time.
Maybe I couldn't see it.
Maybe for that second I was blind.
Maybe I tried.
Tried too damn hard.
Maybe I kept it in this time.
Because the first 100 times I tried, I was too scared for the results of my lines.
It's not easy, and it's not fair.
Your lips, your hands, your scent, your smile, your lips, your soul, your hair.
Maybe it's sublime.
But I know for sure that I need a sign.
Or maybe I'll do it for my own clarity and peace of mind.
But I just need a sign.


"Never, ever, ever give up."

Confidence

I wish I had someone to lie and watch the Meteor Shower with.. Wompp womp. =/


I fell in love with these lines.

Smile

The power of a gun can kill, and the power of fire can burn. The power of wind can chill and the power of the mind can learn. The power of anger can rage inside until it tears u apart. But the power of a smile, especially yours can heal a frozen Heart.





I’m Breaking.
No longer think relations make a better person
Just for life, I’m pursuing.
Growing, but hopelessly romantic still.
-JG

Jambolaya(sp?)

Made this up on the way home.
Put it together.

Here you goes.






The attraction wasn’t a choice I was able to make.
But I was the sucker that got fooled.
I mean I make mistakes, but it’s nothing I regret.
Because it’s true I was fooled.
But I was a fool for you.
And I can’t be ashamed, pride won’t let me maintain.
I wear my heart on my sleeve, I’ll say it again.
It might be mutual, but in the end,
You’re the one comin’ back with a broken heart that I got to mend.
Yet I would treasure the moments we would spend and the times you would look my way.
And that twinkle in your eye would catch mine, and it would always make my day.
Well, I guess a twinkle in her eye, is just a twinkle in her eye.
Misconstrued the love she gave as the blessings in disguise.
And they say God’s favorites always have the toughest times.
I’m sure when it comes to Venusian arts he really doesn’t try.
And you know the saying that boys don’t cry.
So when you see the tears, it’s just the sweat coming out of my eyes.
No more lies, no more hidden agendas.
Just relieve my fear.
And those awkward moments I’ve been dreading will tend to disappear.
I can’t apologize.
I can only say its cliché.
And saying its cliché is in fact cliché as well.
But I guess that’s just me.
I hear the same thing over and over.
I deserve so much.
Now that’s an overrated statement.
With my heart as empty as my head
I’m looking for a certain replacement.
Nothing is as good as it was, and I’m ready for the consequences.
I can’t stand up.
And I can’t fall down.
I guess you can say I’m somewhere in the middle.
I’m sitting in the house of heartbreak.
And love doesn’t live here anymore since the rent is too expensive.

.Forever.

"But I put my car in park, and never let her cry alone. I listen to her heart beat because it plays my favorite song."
Lil Wayneee


Stepped in at about 5:55 AM from Johnrick and Kiara's birthday bash.





.. Ok.

It didn't matter if we spent another hour sitting there, a day, a week, a month, etc.
I honestly would have sat there next to you forever. In that cold, or in that rain. You are truly like no other. And to see you vulnerable just puts me in a spot thinking constantly of how I can make it all better for you.
No matter how many "I'm good's" you would state, it isn't as good as it should be.
And all I can do is blog about it. fuck.
....
...
...

The honesty of my gospel has left me too exposed lol.



"If I was a lesser man, I would cry."
-Johnrick Canque
lol. Thanks "kuya"
For everything.

Dreams

The nightmares are gone.


It's just sweet dreams now.
Super content.



On another low note.

I miss Cali. =/

Come Winter

It's not shallow. It's the total opposite.
It's emotionally magnificent.
- M.S

heh.





It's What I'm Lookin For To Carry Me Through
Yet I Can't Seem To Find A Girl That Possesses It
Only Wants A Friendship which causes Me To Forget The Shit
And When They Talk About They Past And Lovers
And You Get Mad At The Thought Of her Giving Ass To Others
Yet You Find Peace With Yourself, Now at Least There's Some Room To Ride
There's Also Room For Improvement As Soon As June Arrive

- Drizzy